New Years Resolutions....

Hello,

It has been a while. Well maybe a couple of weeks. I have been holding off on writing anything because I had been trying to finish my other videos. I am working on one more from Christmas and also one from New Years. However if I don't write again until those videos are done then you may be waiting a while for a post! I really have nothing to say except I hope everyone is having a good start to their new year!

I have never really been one to make a New Years resolution because I figure I'll never keep it. Self-Discipline and myself.... well we don't always see eye to eye! I am much better off setting smaller goals to 'work on' through out the year rather than just try and change who I am when the clock strikes midnight on New Years! I am also capable of making excuses for myself and perhaps this is one of them!

No seriously - one goal I must work on is my sleeping habits. For instance it is 3am in the morning. Your probably thinking, eh so what its Saturday night! But the thing is for me - it doesn't matter what night it is; I can't seem to go to sleep. My friends say 'Its just because you work shift work'. Well how come I have never had a problem until the last 3 months? I have been working there almost 4 years and this is the first of my sleeping problems.

Sometimes I wonder if it is because I am single. I am not necessarily lonely but I guess sometimes when you are just going to bed with yourself - it feels like whats the rush - I am just going to bed with myself!

Well I am getting worn out from this pestering habit. I sometimes think I should go to the doctor, but maybe I should give self-discipline a whirl first. Maybe I will start tomorrow!

That is all for tonight. I should probably consider going to bed soon!